Sunday, January 31, 2010

to You;

As the deer panteth for the waters,
so my soul longeth after Thee.
You alone are my heart's desire
and I long to worship Thee.

You alone are my Strength and Shield,
To You alone may my spirit yield.

You alone are my heart's desire
and I long to worship Thee.

You're my friend and You are my
brother even thoguht You are a King.
I love You more than any other,
so much more than anything.

Friday, January 29, 2010

Monday, January 25, 2010

24

I want to deepen my understanding of the Word. The Word as is. I want the Truth, want to stand strong & be set free in the Truth. Not the diluted,haphazardly understood,it-just-must-be-so kind of knowledge. I don't want to proclaim fabricated peace, proclaim anything for that matter if I can't back it up with scripture. There is a limit as to how much I can share from my own experiences, how eloquent my words or charismatic my personality can be. yeah those things are good and they do help..But ultimately the power of salvation comes from the Gospel. People need the Truth. I need the Truth. I need the Truth to be TRUE in my daily life. The power of salvation is exactly the same power that forgives and sanctifies me, over and over again. Let it overflow, let the truth of your words channel through me.. Start with me, Jesus.

Thursday, January 14, 2010

1 Peter 2

exactly what i need:

Therefore, rid yourselves of all malice and all deceit, hypocrisy, envy, and slander of every kind. Like newborn babies, crave pure spiritual milk, so that by it you may grow up in your salvation, now that you have tasted that the Lord is good.

As you come to him, the living Stone—rejected by men but chosen by God and precious to him— you also, like living stones, are being built into a spiritual house to be a holy priesthood, offering spiritual sacrifices acceptable to God through Jesus Christ. For in Scripture it says:
"See, I lay a stone in Zion,a chosen and precious cornerstone,
and the one who trusts in him will never be put to shame."
Now to you who believe, this stone is precious. But to those who do not believe,
"The stone the builders rejected has become the capstone," and,
"A stone that causes men to stumble and a rock that makes them fall."
They stumble because they disobey the message—which is also what they were destined for.

But you are a chosen people, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, a people belonging to God, that you may declare the praises of him who called you out of darkness into his wonderful light. Once you were not a people, but now you are the people of God; once you had not received mercy, but now you have received mercy.

Dear friends, I urge you, as aliens and strangers in the world, to abstain from sinful desires, which war against your soul. Live such good lives among the pagans that, though they accuse you of doing wrong, they may see your good deeds and glorify God on the day he visits us.

Submit yourselves for the Lord's sake to every authority instituted among men: whether to the king, as the supreme authority, or to governors, who are sent by him to punish those who do wrong and to commend those who do right. For it is God's will that by doing good you should silence the ignorant talk of foolish men. Live as free men, but do not use your freedom as a cover-up for evil; live as servants of God. Show proper respect to everyone: Love the brotherhood of believers, fear God, honor the king.
Slaves, submit yourselves to your masters with all respect, not only to those who are good and considerate, but also to those who are harsh. For it is commendable if a man bears up under the pain of unjust suffering because he is conscious of God. But how is it to your credit if you receive a beating for doing wrong and endure it? But if you suffer for doing good and you endure it, this is commendable before God. To this you were called, because Christ suffered for you, leaving you an example, that you should follow in his steps.

"He committed no sin, and no deceit was found in his mouth."
When they hurled their insults at him, he did not retaliate; when he suffered, he made no threats. Instead, he entrusted himself to him who judges justly. He himself bore our sins in his body on the tree, so that we might die to sins and live for righteousness; by his wounds you have been healed.

For you were like sheep going astray, but now you have returned to the Shepherd and Overseer of your souls.

Friday, January 1, 2010

내가 미국에 돌아오면 또 이럴줄 알았다..이런생각들, 이런환경들-또다시 맞이할꺼라고 알고있었으면서도 더 쉬워지지는 않는다. 이세상아무도 나를 이해하지못하더라도, 나의 믿음은..건재할것인가, 주님한분만 바라보면서 정말 살수있을까,