Monday, August 30, 2010

longing

last night i dreamt that.. i was back in bj, with our friends, worshiping & praising the Lord in Chinese, listening to friends share their passionate hearts for Christ in Chinese..

today i was looking at pictures of friends that moved into our apartments, their meals in familiar places in bj and as i kept on looking.. i couldn't stop crying. i miss it so much already, and im not even back in the states yet. i had left a part of my heart in the city.. and this must be a heartache--longing for the part of me that's left there.

but i know He is sovereign. i know He is good. i know You are good, i know You are leading me, i know You plans for me are perfect and Your timing is perfect. Your love for me runs over the mountains and the sea..

i shall trust and wait upon You. take this fragile heart and make it more like Yours

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